Among other things, iPause

I have been looking for a ‘pause button’, honestly. And I looked everywhere and I tried everything. I drowned myself in social media, kept myself quite isolated and kept all windows shut. But, I swear, there is no ‘pause button’ in life. No matter what I did, I could not stop life from happening. It put me through tough challenges, like it puts everyone through. I wasn’t an exception, after all. Life treated me like it treated everyone else – indiscriminately, unfairly – and sometimes surprising me with rewards I didn’t think I deserved. 

I don’t think life is all about getting stronger or it is all about moving forward and getting better. I have learnt it is a process, where you move back and forth. Between strength and weariness, between what lies ahead and what is left behind, between wounds and pleasures, between the better and the worse. 

So here I am, sounding all wise but I am struggling, making mistakes anddd still searching for that pause button from time to time :P so it is mostly between being a hypocrite and being honest to thyself too u_u (at least for me :\)

That's all for now :D Next post....will be up within an inconsistent period of time -_-;